Returning to my wolf origins

 I have been hearing the howls of my ancestors recently, so I thought I needed to try to restore the practices of my pack by howling back.  They don't always respond though.   In my dreams, I am most definitely running and communicating with the pack.  My legs get moving and my upper lip snarls and I know that I am this enormous white wolf.  Sometimes I have to protect my mom and a bring the inner wolf to her aid.  The howls, growls, nips, and bites.  I will continue my training and maybe someday I can audition for a pack when they are in the neighborhood.  I can be really fierce when I have to be. 

Then mom ruined my day. My mom says I definitely more related to a human than I am to the wolf pack.  I don't like it when mom says I am a fur baby, but I can't seem to get off her lap when she is giving me belly rubs either.  Why do I like being held like a baby?  I don't think I will ever know.   She said that the howls weren't even wolves at all, but the extreme wind we have been having.  This wind is such a nuisance.  It blows me around and the leaves hit me and try to take me out.  I would prefer to be inside than be dangling on a leash hoping I will not be blown away.  I guess I prefer to be indoors most of the time.  I wonder if I can convince a wolf pack to come inside and live with me?